BBQed on 30th april night... that day which i worked from 830am till 9pm. but im supposed to start work at 8am! was late cos i didnt manage to get on the correct timing bus. i left house at 710am but only manage to get on the bus at 750am. goodness. still have to squeeeeze all the way.
it was a simple bbq but somehow the food variety was great! thanks for the ppl who went to buy the food. ps i couldnt help besides eating. haha. as the following day was public hol, i tot we will play till pretty late den head home but we left quite early at ard 1am. haa. but wei leu n i suddenly impromptu went to have a drink at the 24hour mac at tamp. great chatting session n we simply love life w/o exams. =)
ytd 1st may went to my ah ma's house to celebrate her 78th bday. wah. i see her like weakening i also feel quite sad though not close to her. closer to my ah gong who passed away when i was still quite young.
today, 2nd may, went to the airport to send my brother off just now. this brother is heading to south africa now. but he should be transit-ing at KL now for 3 hrs. he's going there for his company's attachment for a month. Haaa. n he booked me on 2nd june to fetch him back. sure thing. with all this swine flu thingie getting on our nerves, i seriously hope he will be doing fine over there for a month n hope he will be safely back soon.
I have to start driving around man. if not i really lose touch with dear car. i havent been driving for a month long i think. wah. i really dun like to drive with my parents ard. they always give me pressure. n if i got phobia of driving, must be them. haa. see la. now they always ask me to drive den i always say 'wo bu yao'. this sux totally cos i noe 'wo yao' but with them as passengers become 'wo bu yao'. n also. my parking! i have to make parking more zai. so i want to make every sunday a parking session. i must......love driving! oh i must get to know singapore roads too. !!!
I borrowed two books from library a week ago n i was so determined to read storybook then but now...i havent really started reading though i v freeee. the books are due on 14may n i better complete them soon. at least once a week one book also good. that shall be the aim.
N i secretly want to learn motorbike leh. everyone's been telling me how dangerous it is like motorbike is ur skin cover the bike kinda crappy stuff. hahahahahha. scarly three years later u see me with a class 2 licence. hur!
I was reminded of how long i havent been travelling n that sux totally.! i cant find friends to travel. thats very sad. that make me think i got limited friends! boobooo! i always wanna go HK, go taiwan but.......wait long! den everytime ppl ask me, so ur hols u gonna do what...? it always the same old ans that i replied....'work lo, work at CDC lo'. say until i so paiseh already can. if can dun work of cos i want la. but if i dun work n nua at home, whats the point? so might as well go earn bucks to save up for rainy days lo.
my ex-crush at cdc talked to me on thurs man. thats like so....=) he asked me: ' so u r back to work already?' oh well. he noticed my absence!
recently, i noticed i cant communicate properly! as in its so hard to find words to bring my points across.! thats so irritating. what happen to effective communication. dam. n i found i got limited confidence for myself. oh crapppppy. why like that?! confidence, where are you?
n i don't like to decipher underlying meanings beyond words. like totally.
friendships, this kinda thing are pretty fragile.
till next time, i hope i'll be better.
