i dun understand alot of things. n sometimes i deduced and assumed too much i guess. ahh. people change every now n then. people grow. but sometimes kinda drastic which i cant accept. well, i dun have to accept anyways. im not important in the their lives.
well, i had my 3 meals everyday. but i guess im eating much more healthier stuffs of recent. partially cos of my braces which i cant bite. but i really like porridge recently! i swear i nv like porridge dis much before. haaaa. subway, macs burger and alot of stuffs are out of my perimeter right now and i guess will be out for near future until i finally have the courage to biteeeee! hahas. well, that doesnt mean im on diet ok. i had my 3 essential meals! i really dun like ppl to assume.
well, i find nothing wrong in working when i think i can manage, isnt it tricia? i believe both of us can survive so long in CDC cos we think we can manage so we go work. im not born with a silver spoon n moreover i had to pay for my monthly instalments for the braces and other stuffs. i have to earn for my own keep. i find every reasons to work.
Instead of saying people change, perhaps i myself changed!! i grumble alot on my blog nowadays. well, maybe i care too much. wo zai yi alot of things. if u get what i mean.
Somethings, used to look forward to, now becomes a dread. saddest thing.
i hope tues become my track jogging day. after all, i think jogging alone is good, own time own target too. i control my time. not alot of tues left to run also. i guess i only had 2 or 3 more tues left only.
its into march already. oh see how time flies. if ever ask me what travels fastest in the universe, i'll say it's time. year 2009. im gonna be 22 dis year. i dun wantttt!!!
i have a mission: to think of what i want for my birthday. Haaaa!
I just wanna keep smiling like this:
So please, keep me smiling.
