Lotsa things that happened dis month though which i really didnt have the chance to elaborate n type them down. yup. so let me start dis recess week by reflecting the stuff that occurred.
i tot the most major thing that happened was that i was given a place in INSTEP, which is an overseas exchange to university of edinburgh in UK. initially when i gotten the placement offer, i was worried about the financial resources. approx 15k or less. hmm. i tot my family members weren't supportive enough as they just didnt talk much abt it n when they talked abt it, i dun feel supported from them. I'm so wrong though. But it turns out that they are really thinking about it before being supportive n allowing me to go. mum said that if i din go, i most likely will regret.
yup. n so financial burdens down. now is my psychological barrier. right. 6months away from home in a far far away country u noe. hahas. but it's truly a once-in-a-lifetime kinda experience wor. travelling ard europe! i think i really dun have a chance to go europe in the future lo. hmm. but anyways, the brave me overcame the barrier somehow somewhere.
okies. psychological barrier down. now is the course modules matching. hell. i really got a hell time for dis man. dis is where all the hiccups came abt. i can't match the modules!!! ahhhhh. so what, in the end, about worry dis worry that n abeit everything, I have to reject the offer!!! ooh man. i was so so disturbed for the whole of friday when i was back at work. =( so no more UK for me le. but i m still hopeful that i will be given a place for the choice of uni for the second round. but most likely, not.
ok lo. then stay in singapore lo. like i always do for the past 21+ years in my life. =)
recess weeek dis week. really planning to do meaningful revisions during dis week but it really takes alot of determination, effort and also discipline in order to revise.hahas. based on the past 2 years of experience. ehh. i always failed to revise leh.. argh. considering having to work for several days dis week. well, it's a choice that i've made.
22nd sept. i think i noe like 5 persons having birthday today. attended esther chee's bday ytd as well. her theme was so difficult to follow! hollywood or bollywood. how to follow?! she's one kind of crazy girl, while doIng her dare, she almost ate up n chew on the paper that her dare was written on, thinking that she can run away from it. hahas. she definitely had a wild time at her party ytd, n hope she like the meaningful present that we got for her after shopping in orchard for so long ytd!
more parties coming up. 3 more to go as of now! ron's, reanne's, n oh-my-god, surely's. what flower power. siao ding dong. hahas.
as much as i hope dis week will pass slowly, i think it would be otherwise.booohoo.
i must learn to control my foooood intake. my cheeeks told me that i m getting fatter! oh mannnnn. CONTROL!
