It's good that weekends came. but it came fast n went off even faster. ahhh..thurs are good. cos i just like the feeling of goIng home. mondays are bad. monday blues as always. n i seriously dun like travelling from tamp to boon lay n vice versa. haaa. who likes?
Bro just helped me gotten a external hard disk at the recent Comex IT fair. the crowd there is especially crazzy over the weekends i heard. the hard disk is good. 160gb. can store a whole lotsa files which can free up my lap top's space. anyways, the main reason i wanna get a hard disk is to back up my files so that i can re-format my laptop. ahhhhh. n i dunnnno how to re-format. wahhhh. I m really an IT idiot. it doesn't help! bro agrees to help me with re-formatting..but den he's busy doing his stuffs n i dun wan to go disturb him every time leh. arghhhhh.
I've made a terrible mistake on saturday during work which traumatised me for the whole day. haha. can't believe i m such recklesss. luckily the whole thing has been rectified. hmmm. n another thing that bothers me for the whole day on friday was a colleague which is pretty close to me, she was asked to leave the company on friday.more or less cos of her frequent lateness, bad attitude n also her MCs... din dare to contact her though. was pretty worried for her...=( hope she will be fine sooon.
hi5 managed to meet up on saturday. went bugis shopping and bubble tea shop for dinner and we took neoprints.! haha. must be triciateo's suggestion. yes it is. but it was fun! we took twice using the same machine. erm, i want the photos, shirley ang. impromptu mahjong session after that at tricia's house which i lost 70cents. haha. tricia n shirley are biggest losers. boooooo. ehhh. shirley has shared her aura with tricia i guess. haaaaha.
oh no. more often than not, i think alot= worry dis worry that. then my mind will be full of worrries. take for eg the mistake i made on sat. woah. it makes me think whether my previous doings got such mistakes made as well not. i sorta doubt my ability after that. trust me man. it's no good. makes me become a pessimistic person who has low confidence n low self esteem n doubts my ability. i hate dis kinda me. dun worry k. i not under depresssion. haaa. confirm. i just wanna be simple. n dun think sooo much.
so......boooost my confidence. assure me that i'm doing alright. i neeeed those words of assurance. level up my confidence n self esteeem. go esther.
i have to like myself before others like me.
have a great week ahead.
oh yeah. good bye hui min....bon voyage. dun be a singaporean tiong when u come back ok! =) take care in beijing. loves.! misses.! hugss.!
