Suddenly i feel quite tired.mentally.physically.no more strength to go on.totally drained.no idea why's that happening.theres something wrong with me.eh.i m not me.
anyways.sch's been alright lately.just that it's getting boring each passing day.eh.perhaps my course is a boring course? argh.haha.perhaps until now i dunno wad i m interested in sia.why why why??? what can i do in the future?? chemist? er.working in lab everyday? nah.shucks.i dun wan.i used to say i dun wan to work in jurong there everyday.ahhhhh! wad to do! Lost...
chinese new year is like a week's time? nah.not excited at all.house visiting is a chore sometimes.when u just sit down there n do nothing for like 2-3 hrs? den relatives will start to notice u den talk to u abit.sianism.every year ask same qn.they not sian i also sian sia.haiz.
finished watching one litre of tears like finally.it's a good show really. very touching though.life's tough.life's unfair.
staying alone n stoning is not a good idea. at least for me.i need to be kept occupied.
hmm.my bday's coming.next month last saturday.not looking forward at all.hitting 20 soon.argh.no i dun wan to grow up yet! i miss seconday sch days....
wads with me?
