alright...8 days of not blogging has been terrible...i have way too much things to blog abt...well..let me recall den...
wad did i do last sunday?haha.forgot liao ah..dun bother remembering also..i just noe that i m freaking out for canoeing nationals..n well..it's all over! haha..monday n tues have been hell for me..almost every min i m tinking n imagining abt my competition on wednesday..wah..disgusting i tell u..i had to imagine wad if i got into the semis..wad if i nv...hmm..haiZ..n soon..the big day had come...
alright.i finally had to face reality..quite a few of my team mates got into the semis ah..was very happy for them..argh! but haiZ..luck was just not by my side..i missed my place in the semis by just a millisecond! all becos the sufiyan acjc fren ah..argh! they caught up last min, causing me n wen ee to take the fourth position.wad to do leh...my canoeing journey had to end on wednesday! argh..was pretty upset but of cos ah..dun dare to show mah..but was pretty consoling when i see that most of my frens came n cheer me up..thanks ppl..:P oh yeah..n yen ni also..she talked to me on the phone for almost 1 hr! haha..cheering me up n updating me on the stuffs that i missed out..thanks gal.dunno wad to do without u...
thurs..supposedly semi-finals day..haha.when i met some of my juniors from temasek..they came asking...today got competition or not?haha..den i said NO...haha.oh man..no where to hide my face..haha.ok la.but come on..A division is hard..my mental n muscles are not as strong as debbie (she's my junior in temasek canoeing now in NJC who has acheived a silver in my event) haha...seriously.debbie is my ou xiang now..wah..she's great man.but i will nv forget how i saw her cry after she finished her race with a second..losing to her own team mate..she is of cos a potential gold medalist..argh! seeing her cry painfully made my heart go out for her...
oh yeah..thats supposed to be on the finals day la..haha.anyway..jac ron n jerry got into the finals..3 pathetic souls..haha..but on the final day on friday..jac got second in her event n jerry n ron finished fourth! n i agree with the rest that of cos jerry n ron deserved better results...at least a bronze mah..haiZ..wad to do leh..can see that they are really upset..but life has to go on ah..n so...we went to eat sakae sushi at the heerens! haha..eat until can die ah..wahaha.had fun time eating with them.solid eating for 3 odd hours..haha.we are the craziest bunch of canoeists ard..
haha..oh yeah..forgot to mention that stupid SRJC fat girls..pardon me if u think i m bad...but seriously! i dun tink they deserved that bronze in my event.they are way too oversized.wah.their size is like wad...twice of ron's?haha..their fats like wad...thrice of ron?haha..kaoZ..paiseh ah..for taking ron as eg..haha.but.wah kaoZ..i seriously v upset with them winning a bronze.argh! they are over quota for their boat.its amazing how their boat can move.u should say that smirk on their faces after their race.will nv forget their names...SARAH NG N LINA LOW.wah.actually they nv offend me ah..but i just buay song abt their size.n i feel shameful to share the same surname as one of them.dun ever let me see them again.or else...aiyah..i also cannot do anything.they are too big.haha
ok.enough of them.haha.lets talk abt how me n shirley create havoc at how yuin's place..haha.alright.so after our sushi buffet, i suggested to shirley that we go hy place to play awhile since we had nothing to do den n shir wanted to collect her hw.haha.n so we woke that gal up from her nap n soon we were at her house..wahaha.dirty n smelly were us..n we nv bothered abt that n we jumped onto her bed..haha.we slacked at her house n saw alot of photos wor..haha.ok la.how yuin wasnt a good host.haha.but we were good guests.hee..rubbish!
alright..den i went to meet yen ni at our house mac there to collect my hw..n i was late~!by 6 min only la..den we sat down n talk all the way till ten pm..realised i got alot of things to do sia..enough to drive me crazy liao..haha.but once again must thank her for keeping all my stuffs..haha.mavis n louie occasionally will tease her that ppl need only to take one set of things home but she needs to take two! haha.thanks gal...
arhZ...if u tink i have finish blogging..den u r so wrong! cos i still got alot to say! haha..ok..soon..it's saturday! haha..sentosa outing! initially i was abit turned off when i heard some of my frens not going..but hor..me n shir n trish decided not to pang seh others le so we went ahead as planned..guess what? the sentosa outing ytd only had us 3 pathetic gals only..with11 guys..haha.no j1 girls man.how sad.hmm..ytd wasnt a nice day sia..rained twice! argh! we are so soaking wet sia..trying way too hard to protect our bags from the rain..
oh yeah! i officially annouced that i dun like ball games! haha.stupid ball.everytime also avoid me one..hahah.so fed up playing ball games.haha.n especially soccer! haha.n i have incurred a blue-black from benjamin yesterday! haha.wah..the no. of times i touched the ball can be counted by both my hands n still got some fingers left over.haha.
ok la..but i spent most of the time in water.haha.v nice leh.in water that feeling.haha.but i dunno how to swim leh.thats the disadvantage.n the stupid li wan hao always try to pull my leg n drag me to the outside until i cannot reach the ground..wah.den i panick.haha.but li wan hao really very good in swimming sia..swim v fast.next time when i finally decided to learn swimming den i shall find him...oh yeah.n i love shirley to piggy-back me...
hee! wah.sentosa the mama roti very expensive.two bucks leh.haha.dun buy from sentosa! haha..oh yeah..the turtles at underwater world there damn big big la.wah.v fun ah..argh! but i kena sunburnt.sian..den now i got 3 different colours on my body..haha.hmm..hey..after we got out from sentosa den we went to macdonald at harbourfront to eat..n we heard alot of scandals leh..haha..among the jc canoeists! haha.they are fun ppl man.:P oh yeah.gotta noe some of them better during the competitions...hee! great! hee..n also heard alot of stuffs from benjamin ytd..he can really talk non-stop sia.haha.fun fun fun.wahahah..den jayanta that guy v funny also leh..hee! nice time nice time...
alright.isn't dis entry long? haha..cos i tink i wun be able to blog for the next few days..either too lazy to blog or my bro will be using the computer most of the time since he got one week holiday starting from tml..oh yeah..later i will go n attend his officer graduation ceremony at OCS later..whee! kinda excited but i cant help but brood over the stack of work left undone on my table..haiZ..perhaps it's really time to buck up.fun time is over.
oh yeah.n i tink i finally decided wad i wanted..argh..but wad i wanted...so i have been going a whole big round n detouring n at last i eventually found out that i really wanted wad i wan at the beginning..hmm..but wad i wan n whether i get it are two separate things...haiZ...hmm..anyway.just as i tot that we will have no more hope..ah! i m so pls to have receive ur sms...hmm..alright..i m starting to see a glimpse of hope again....as u said..hope time will heal all wounds..
will i get wad i wan?
-esther....undecided at dis very moment.-
