alright.wad a bad week.but the week haven end yet! haiZ..read trish blog just now..n i realised that competition is just 13 days away..n soon..12 days..oh man..wad m i supposed to do now? training sux as usual.n i think i fallen from my peak season.cant seem to be performing nowadays.wads wrong.my strength n stamina is obviously not there yet.i miss the esther before mid years.y must we have mid years?haiYa.sian sian sian.it's just 13 days away..oh no.
louiza finished her competition le..now mavis louie n yen ni so free lor..when i have to go for training..they can go home!hrmph.argh.ok.nvm.2 weeks later i will be fine.but!2 weeks later is thurs..thurs supposed to be a semi-finals day..semi-finals..can i go that far?but hey.me n wen ee wish to go into finals leh..no! i believe there is still hope.if u believe, u can do it.there are only 5 trainings left only.haiZ.oh no..wad would my life be without canoeing?
oh no.another thing.my results sux as usual.haiZ! oh no! everytime come home den kena scolding from mother.wah.hear too much also sian lor.she think wan to get good results in MJC v easy ah.sian lor.aiyah.i dunno wad i can do now besides to start studying.but i cant concentrate on two things at a time.so now is priority is canoeing.
been grumbling since the start of my entry.haha.ok.fine.shan't do that for the rest of my entry den.oh! guess wad? tml i end school at 1230! how cool is that man! haha.den i meeting how yuin go watch initial D.haha.den after that meeting xinni for dinner ah.k lor.time to chill out abit.been thinking of alot of things lately.problems left unsolved n still hanging there.would somebody pls share my problems with me?i am the type of person who will think n think n think until i still thinking.haha.ya la.i can be bothered by alot of things at a time n also can be bothered by things for a very very long time until i can them solved.i noe it's unhealthy.but wad can i do?
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