**Love N Like
Good morning everyone..its 8am on a Sunday morning n here i m blogging.hmm..imagine sleepy esther who has yet to comb hair n brush teeth sitting in front of the computer typing endlessly.haha.sorry.but my hair is combed n my teeth are brushed.alright.i woke up at as early as 7am.wondering why i woke up so early?haha.thats becos i slept at 930pm yesterday.actually i dun expect myself to sleep so early one..after a afternoon of exactly 4 hrs..so in total..i slept a total of 13 30 hrs man..oh well..had a boring saturday...
my boring saturday started with going to canoeing training at 745am.yes.as early as that.the attendence is as poor as hmm..dunno wad..only 4 girls appeared..boon,bey,me n wen ee who got orientation the day b4.well..most ppl did not come training becos the day b4 got orientation mah..so cannot blame..after canoeing training den i went back home to sleep from 2-6pm.oh wells,after that from 6-930pm i spent my precious time watching tv n eating dinner lor..not forgetting to bathe.haha.so boring right..but cant help it.actually supposed to went shopping with my mother de..but i was feeling a little well..alot lazy den decided to spend my day at home sleeping lor..haiYo..my fri n saturday are so so boring!
enough of my boring days.hey ppl..oh anyway..chinese ppl..today is 9jan wor..exactly one month later wad will u all be doing neh??its time to collect ang pow!haha.cant wait for the day to come man.every year also looking forward to being rich just for a while..haha.great.i love wearing nice nice clothes and go off visiting from house to house!haha.exactly month away..must start my cny shopping like today!hee..later going ikea with my parents lor..hoping to buy stuffs to decorate my room sia.n last time i fancy the star-shaped lighting which i nv get it!i wanna buy it!haha.i dun believe i dun have fate with that!jiehui once said that its not meant to be mine...
suddenly got the urge to eat durians.haha.pardon me.anyway.oh well.wads the definition of a mugger?my definition is that a mugger is a person who basically has no life and spends his/her entire life time studying n not doing anything!den..is esther a mugger?lets check..oh well..esther HAS her life n DOES NOT spend her entire lifetime studying u noe..or at least she spends her entire lifetime sleeping!so is esther a mugger?think twice..its a big NO.but akrab said i am a mugger yesterday after canoeing training.just becos i did my hw faithfully?haha.wad a great joke of the universe.so i m not supposed to do hw?sian lor.so thats ur definition of mugger eh akrab?
On friday night, i was chatting with 3 frens..hmm..one of them was ivan goh..ppl who noe me well should noe who is him right..hmm.sian lor..it has been 5 years n going to the 6 year of knowing him..hmm..that night is the only night that we had no-lies conversation..we are so honest to each other..or i should say its the first time he is so honest to me?almost everytime he is attempting to lie to me regarding some issues.hmm.yeah.so after so long, on dis faithful night..i finally got to know something..
"u still together with her ah?"
"ya."
alright.everytime i asked him dis question..he will either change topic or he will say no.but that night he admitted.hmm..its not that i din expect dis ans..i expected it..but i dun dare n i dun wan to get dis ans.hmm.after all..u all must be tinking that i still like him right..oh..but i dun think so.dunno y la.dun ask me why also.maybe its just that i cant forget my first love la.anyway..i have to move on with life though.n i have to admit that they seriously must be together lor..cos they have been thru alot n the ger really likes him alot la.beyond description..so its only right for them to be together..my blessings to them..sobsob..
"you two look compatible wad."
it hurts my heart to say so..but i mean it though.
alright.i remember discussing with him wads the difference between love n like..he says like is superficial..but love consists of alot of things..at that pt of time..i suddenly think that i dun really noe wads the difference man..its feels the same to me leh..somebody pls enlighten me..maybe i should go check the dictionary?haha.let me see..love..affection or fondness; sexual passion;sexual relations;sweetheart;..alright..u all must be thinking that i must be mad lookin up the dictionary for the definition of love n like..haha.like..find agreeable n enjoyable;feel attracted by;choose to have.alright..enough.somebody can pls decode the difference between the two for me pls?i m lost.
i remember asking him why he still insist on staying contact with me after the 2mth 3 days which i nv reply his smses at all..he just told me that i m someone which at a pt of time in his life whom he liked.hmm..well ok..quite satisfied with that ans.crazy.i must be crazy.haha.
wads the great difference between love n like??
-esther-oFF sHE goEs...
