**Mixed feelings...


Hey!cant believe it but today is christmas Eve!!yeah...hee.can say spend quality time with frens today wor..in the morning i went canoeing as usual den the training was like woah.T2 without paddles.siao liao la.den me n wen ee was like sucky lor.direction sux.den all the girls lost mainly becos of us.haiZ..was sad la.but sorry gals..hee.haiZ..hmm..den after training we went to pizzahut to eat our canoeing Christmas eve lunch with Ms seah n Mr Lim..haha.in the end we forced them to treat us eh..hehe.good good.ate a hearty meal..after that the 2 teachers went off prepare for their dating at night le.haha.den like 12 of us went to take neocards..damn squeezy la i tell u..haha.but we had fun..we became the centre of attraction trying to take that photo..haha.ppl thinking we siao liao so many ppl take..anyway..hu cares.


after that some ppl went off den some went watch movie..but i went home first to change den met sf.prepared a packet of chocolate biscuits for her..looks yummy sia.hee.we went walked ard den after that we went pasta mania to eat lor..hmm..ok la..basically enjoyed my day ya..


oh yeah..hmm.ytd night i was thinking that if dis person sms me today, on christmas eve, i will reply..cos its like i 2 mths 3 days nv reply his smses le.hai.yeah..he smsed..so just now forwarded a christmas sms back to him..den regret..haha.den its like the 2 mths 3 days not counted anymore!oh no!i regretted...yeah.u must be wondering y i ignored dis person for so long?!haha.cos he deserved it.


My bro came back ytd!but not alone wor...with a Xbox man..kaOz.dat guy damn lucky la.won first prize of lucky draw @ OCS christmas party..den now he wanna sell off den got some cash..any takers?haha.if wan den tell me.brand new.nv use before.can bargain de.haha.den he passed his 2.4km run..haha.lucky him..he has been v lucky recently.hope he will always be..bought apple crumble for him on dis lovely christmas eve.haha.hope its nice.


Oh yeah..hmm..i seems to say something wrong today leh..haiZ..after i said den i realised it..den i regret..but actually i dun mean that person de..i meant another person..but i scared that person tot i toking abt her.haiZ.hate myself man.sometimes i just said things that offend ppl den later den i realised.haiZ..so sorry for everyone who i offended once before..so sorry man.haiZ.i noe words cannot be taken back de.sorry sorry.


hmm.suddenly tot of something..most ppl say that looks not doesn't matter..the character is more impt...but are they sure not?why do i see most guys going for external beauty first?!serious..everytime guys will go for chio chio gers de..kaoZ.how can like dis one?still say wad character most impt.my foot.dis is stupid..haha.ok.my conclusion is.looks comes before character & guys dun mean wad they say.they are great liars man.


haha.i still got something to say..hehe.dat is i damn envy jia qing n tourmaline man..wad a cute couple!hope they will be together always man..2 years plus liao le..still going strong.hee.i am green with envy!!hmm..jq is a caring n nice bf to me la, but to tourm jq can be a bf as well as a fren...KaoZ..when can i ever find such a guy?!can u pls appear in front of me right now?!den tourmaline is the sweet sweet type.hee.really.hope to attend their wedding!dun forget me!


Do You beLieVe in LoVe aT fiRsT sIghT?
**Yes i do...




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**Merry christmaS eVe :P..